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Friday, February 18, 2005 i'm totally stressed up, exasperated and just CTI now lah...really, i can't express in words, simply indescribable..it's been a bad day for mi..and sometimes i really ponder a lot, so much so that i dun even feel that i noe myself..i feel so weird, maybe i'm just a weirdo lah.... Hmm i'm just lost for words today. Will end here.
Wednesday, February 16, 2005 I'm feeling rather bewildered now, such to the extent that i dun even noe if bewildered is the right word...on one hand, i'm like so pissed with myself for being so dumb and weird sometimes..and apart from that, i can't stand one of my tutors too...she's totally pissing almost my whole class off >=[ She just doesn't tell us wad to do and expect us to come up with sth up to her standard, i mean how possible is that when we can't read her mind. Also she keeps criticising our class' work and emphasised on bad points. Initally i wasn't as pissed but now that i realised not knowing wad to do actuali affects my grades in my tests and exams, i'm beginning to unveil the fact that not liking a tutor can actuali help us not like that particular module he/she is teaching...*You cannot blame us for being late for ur lesson if u keep condemning us* cat told mi that if we dun evaluate her well, we'd automatically be graded poor..so hypocritical=( can't even speak frm the bottom of our heart... Okay okay i was just pouring my woes lah...i feel that being stressed over such academic stuff is so unnecessary yet important...i've got no idea wad i'm thinking oso lah..maybe PMS...my fault la... i feel so lack now...just had yu sheng, and u noe wad? i had it alone! who can be lacker than mi man, lou oso must lou alone*LOL sia*...reached home and they asked mi to eat yu sheng, but so sad lah..dun even have any Gong Xi Fa Cai mood eating it in the dim kitchen. *lacknesssss* Nvm, my dear God will give me love and help mi love my toopid tutor too... Better go slp, b4 my mental case gets worse Full stop
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Birdie!!! Yo! U can call me Bird, Birdie or simply my actuali name Bernice=) Oh but i've got a new nickname now, it's Sotong...mainly due to my blurness=P I'm a happy birdie who lives for Jesus Christ! SO being part of CHC, i love my spiritual family a lot! Apart from being a church-goer, i love SLEEEEPING, chatting over the phone, watching movies, playing pool and learning french too! Oh anyway, welcome to my blog=) archives 08/22/2004 - 08/29/2004 "Chirpy Chat"
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